The Beauty of Being Laid Off in Your Early 50s

How losing my job taught me to embrace uncertainty, navigate ageism, and laugh at coffee cup tests

The Beauty of Being Laid Off in Your Early 50s
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I was laid off at the beginning of November from a job I loved. It wasn’t entirely unexpected — we had a major layoff in mid-September, and based on how the rest of the quarter went, I could sense another wave coming. I just didn’t know it would happen right after Election Day (Thanks, Trump!).

When I got a Slack huddle request from my boss, my first thought was, “Oh wow, I’m getting laid off!” Even though I had just closed a multi-million-dollar deal, the axe had come for me. And honestly? I felt like a weight had been lifted off my chest. I excitedly took the call, already prepared for the news.

In all my years in corporate America — working for both large firms and scrappy startups — I had always managed to sidestep layoffs. But this time, it was my turn.

Several coworkers had received ominous “1-on-1” meeting requests over the weekend, and their writing was on the wall. So when my moment came, I didn’t resist. Instead, I dusted off my resume, crafted a tailored cover letter, and applied to a few companies where I had contacts.

Then came the interviews.